I need a constant reminder from the people I care about that they care just as much back. I wanna go back to being the happiest girl I can be. I want to be the one that makes you smile and makes you feel loved. I wanna be the one you call cute and wanna take out. I always worry I’m not good enough for anyone. And I’m constantly giving myself guilt trips about every last thing. I want to be perfect for you.
crazy anxiety all the time. and its hard for me to relax about anything. im constantly worrying about every last detail in my life. i feel better everyday thats closer to graduation. i wanna be happy. obviously. but i just need so much love. and i feel like im constantly pushing people away from me. i just dont know why i feel so insecure. i hate feeling anxious all the time. i wish i could make everyone happy all the time. i just want to feel like im worth something. i love the people in my life. especially nate. i wish they knew how much
